Decision made...

=) Alyna Called me in the afternoon...
just to ask about ZoDiaC Boys Why not going CA camp...
well,answer obviously is because of dont have money...

and i sampat her about zodiac girls stuff...i will try to tell her..
is not i want be the one who make girls argue...
i hope something someone gonna solve their problem...
coz i love them...

and she concerned bout I'm quiting the team..=O...haha...
*got scared when i receive her call anyway*
she ask for solid reason...

well,I don't have a solid reason...=/ ..
she said its a waste for not joining the team this year....
..erm..i know that..but i also know..if i quit..the team will better too...
*I'm serious* ..alyna just replied me...You are Over confident..
(p/m in the conversation..i cried one more time)=.=
HAHA! yes..i think so...since my flyers are good...and
my juniors are good too...
now i just can pray hard for them to win NYD.SOX and CHEER 11 ,C3

meeting will be at tmr...*actually its a joke...its announcement..*
announce the new team captain..which obviously now cocaptain...
and gym stuff..practice progression stuff like that...

OK..here i go...I  Love Cheering so much..as you see my blog link...
but its okay ..i would give up anything just for ZoDiaC =D

So NYD!! i'm here to get you!!! please give me win one more time!
so i wont feel regret!! <3 love everyone

我不想再sohai le

最近女生出了问题，可是没人能解决,我不是女的我也帮不到他们。

很伤心，我庆幸男生没发生这种事，原来不是的，

我在facebook post 了

这样的一个status...

我比你们任何一个人更希望七月的到来！你以为只有你受不了啦？！

我好像也是人来的hor?! chaojibai!!不要用那个语气讲话..我也是被逼得！seichaohai! 有人理解么？！

本来还以为大家会因为接近成功很开心..

可是原来

不是的

不是的

不是的

他们不开心，也更觉得我sohai...

我自己发神经罢了！我自己爽罢了！该放弃了

做了错的选择了，本来就应该关掉zodiac boy...

现在连累了taufu 没了工作，我却想清楚不想比了...

花费了全部人的时间...全部人的精神...我好蠢

拉拉队本来就不适合男生啊！

陈锦毅，你死sohai ah!

可能你们就觉得我爱骂人吧...

曾经何时~

我也是一个很温柔的si na pet....

-__-...哈哈

我放弃了cheer 11...更放弃了SOX....

eyppi 和 Wensuan...我好爱他们..

wensuan 好像form 1 的我...不会就偷偷学

eyppi 就是很厉害也很喜欢cheer...

他要进team malaysia cheap cheap 都进到拉..

我现在欠了uniform 一大pigu 灾...

HAHA!

我不会现在放弃...Nyd..我还是要比..至少给shiguan leon 他们

试试比一比=) 希望赢回少少帮一帮...

我不多说了...我一定要坚持After NYD no more ZODIAC =)

可是我很希望看到ZoDIaC Girls..compete...

里面的其实不是我的好朋友..都是认识了很久的人

为什么现在他们要将辛苦？=(

Sigh..

我真得很不了解....
为什么我的朋友不理解我...
为什么.....

上学，练习，骂人，睡觉....
我不喜欢这种生活啊！
我很好奇，如果没了cheer...普通日子..是多么的无聊...
可是有了cheer...也不见得像其他人一样开心没烦恼...

我没朋友，没读书,没工作，等死。
今天从stunt 跌下来。撞到了头，我在想如果撞晕了?
进院了，昏迷了，死了。会好点吗？
我想朋友们也会开心点吧...

我傻了