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上次update 竟然是6个月前 -__-

话说..昨天竟然梦到你了 =O 坦白说,我傻掉了...
你上星期说..下星期要来找我..其实还蛮期待的说..
因为我有东西想和你说..可是昨天你打给我说你不来了...
其实还蛮伤心的...之前我们根本没机会好好说话...
怎么机会那么渺茫????

To Lamb Lamb:

一切就在这里讲清楚吧...（回想）
还记得Form3 那年...我带我的电话去学校..就在班上偷偷信息你...
结果放学练习了...我收到的信息尽然是你妈妈看你电话还类似骂你的
我顿时傻掉 -___- 也很很很伤心..为了你好..练完习了就决定..说了再见
害你哭了还真不好意思....我不是故意的..之后为了不stalk 对方..
我们也Block了对方...你还记得那些细节吗？也许你不记得了..
你也会谢谢我吧..让你找到更好的 =)你小心,开心就好 =)
这个月发生太多事了...精神也太累了...我想你了一点.就一点..别担心


以前我懂你会看我blog..现在就应该没了吧...
你如果不小心看到了....就和你说声对不起...
和...其实我不是酱cheap的! XD hahahaha











when thing don't go right....go left maybe????

It's JULY!!!

Wohoo...
C3 is finally over..
and there is a full stop on my cheerleading life =) hope to be continue..
but money is more important for me now....

use back to chinese X)
6 of July
我一个人去到sungai wang,times square 买礼物
因为mavinesh生日过了。还没送礼，kaiyee 生日又要到了
所以就到处走，在金河...我找回了我以为zap lap 了的
蜡笔小新店！hahaha
好开心。买了3件用了RM120..虽然很不舍得
可是那时我开心到疯了!

晚上回到家，收到郑淑仪的facebook chat

他约我星期日出去...

我当场对着电脑飙泪~hahaha

(太丑，不要看好点）

不用大惊小怪，因为....我17年来没有跟过一班朋友庆祝！

一开始我以为是班上几条水而已，原来不是的哦=D

7 of July

went for listen undang with kai yee

oh..damn fucking bored!!!

sitting there ..fall asleep....food and environment suck too~

yuckkkkk..but i enjoyed the day...coz i knew i can drive really soon!

8 of July

It's my day~

早上就一条水跑去one utama shopping~

今天算是shopping 到最开心的。因为有点不用看价钱的感觉~

去试衣服，然后拍照，Whatsapp 给 zhi hoe 看会不会很丑

hahahah!! thanks for helping me out weih!!!

然后就这样在那边mou 了几个小时X)

回家心情紧张。一直gan jeong X)

到了 D fortune 

坦白说的。我不懂有酱多人 =O

我班的，zodiac 2011, infinity 都在

幸福的感觉。可是就是哭不出因为某些原因

thank you my darling 

他骗我在关丹X)

送我Angry bird boxer=.= wat dafuq

Nah~ leng lui~~~errr*不舒服*哈哈

谢谢你..让我有美好的一个17岁生日 <3

他们就是帮我庆祝生日的人 <3 爱死他们了

X)

我第一次被人围住唱生日歌，第一次咬蜡烛，第一次玩自己蛋糕！haha

都是因为有他们

不懂要怎样讲了。千言万语无法表明~

10 of july

Kai yee big girl liao la!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH..

im being annoying...sms to her,whatsapp her,facebook her,instagram her!hahahahahaha
now im blogging her XD




okay..that's all for my july...


EX好朋友。
谢谢你让我知道我一点都不重要
o0o....you suck

It's freaking June...

Oh yeah....it's freaking june....
and i was preparing for my cheer dance competition....
charm cheerleading champion....
stress,happy,tiring....okay....whatever

holiday....was suck....
i can't focus studying..i miss studying...
and i realize how little friend do i have....
and how bad are some of the "friend"....
well,i giving up.....

cant wait to go for melaka trip with classmate..
hope it will be fun.... so my holiday will be more happy...



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其实你很过分....
你自己试看看叫一个人出去几十次都被FFK看看!
别人一叫就去...顶你的肺...
我已经完全不想和你说话了...你根本以前说的都是骗话-.-
我也不像再被骗了...我很清楚你是怎样的人...
一切一切很快就会过去了！

......

最近考试啊~! 虽然完全没有mood 读书啦...LOL....
我的银行金额...为什么你升不上去的???!
你生病了吗???? =(
赶快上去吧...

缺钱的生活....FUCK
C3 要到了...woohoo..
相信这是最后一年能Cheer 了...
我一定要好好珍惜这一次...
即使会输...也要好好的哭最后一次 哈哈哈！


哦...用钱的mood 没有减少过...
想要买鞋，买手表，考undang,买车-.-
卖屁股啊？!=.=

Air Asia 这几天好像有便宜的票
姐姐开始订票了...
好像是要去香港...
期待...
因为我没坐过飞机......



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你最近还好吗？
我不清楚.....

说真的...我很生气...
我都不懂做么我将犯贱每天问你
你酱忙!!! TMD!!!
我已经懒得问你了!!!
去吃大便啦!

亏我现在就想好要送什么给你....去死！

it's okay

It's okay...

Life is still going on no matter what happened...

my life is really bad...because there is always shit or bitch infront me...

经过这次事后..我更清楚什么朋友是什么样的人

假假死的那些人....认识你们我都觉得倒霉！

有时把你们看的那么重要是错的！

我还能怎样？

感觉上..
我很快又要放弃了...
那种冲动...
兴奋

往往让不断的失望打沉...
我真的很很很不开心.......
有没有人理解....
我有不像他们有一大班朋友...
haiz.....

我很怀念form 2...
每天都是笑着过...我指的是8月前
...8月后一切就开始变了....
为什么不能把时间停留在哪个时候???

为什么???

我越来越讨厌你了！
我付出了多少你根本不懂！
每天笑笑笑！

exam..?

正在考试期间..
说真的..今年我可以说是“发愤图强” LoL
读书上课都用功了...
可是这次考试好像还是很不理想...
暂时只希望没有fail 吧~

考试真的很忙...
天天都在读书..
也很容易累...
一天到晚一直睡...

累到我根本没办法想你的东西..
今天终于考了Account...明天剩下Moral..
我根本不想读了...某某人和我说你昨天和他在电话讲一些有的没的
我听了真的很不开心....每天早上也去找专属我自己的桌子....
我到底在挽留什么??
其实你根本就不在意...根本就不用紧....
就好像我上次说的...你如果不是因为你的姐姐...
你是不会找我的....

最近迷上了看on call 36小时..
马国明看到出很老可是还是很lengzai!哈哈
看到18-19集想吐血~做么他们不要在一起~
多么期待如果有一个人可以好像酱出现在我面前...
没看见我几天就会紧张....

*发梦中*

另外 一康 很像我认识的某个人....
可是已经很久没联系了....那个笑容我觉得真的很像

...................

明天考完试了。放假了
我真的很想和朋友出去...ZoDiaC 的 班上的 和好朋友....
:) 希望考完试是美好的一天....

做人要向前看 向钱看！

sad...

I'm really upset...
i think our friendship was ended...
it's been two days..or more than that...you had seen me...
but you don't even bother....

you know how do i feel???
=( I'm a Fool ....I'm a Stranger for you...
I should wake up!!!
Just because of you... spoiled my day to study....
Sigh....Life....

Friends...is something i need the most..but they will always disappear
EASY COME EASY GO....that's my friend.....

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erm???

最近生活变得很普通..可是满充实...
读书时读书..要玩就玩...
=) 希望3月考试都及格吧...alleluya..

另外，也发现了...原来我大部分的朋友都是利用我的
你们找我时...都是有目的地 ... =)
原来如此....相反..我就是要你帮下忙你也可能会推... 算了...

常常叫自己不要想太多..可是还是做不到...
变了就是变了....
另外也谢谢那些“爱”我的人

=)

我要赶快学车!!!!!!

我肥了！
One Utama 是我的死对头地方...
都不懂浪费了多少钱在那里-____-

18-2-2012

今天早上去打badminton!hahahaha!
其实我不会打的 T.T 可是很好玩一下...出很多汗syok...
每个都被逼让我了 X)

打完就去吃KFC...没有被打leh!
哈哈哈....开玩笑而已...
吃到很饱下...

然后就去看kai yee 他们练cheer...
awww.我还真是想念cheer 的日子...
很有冲动想做stunt...you know?! hahaha
看到人跌下来..我和evonne竟然就喊..CATCH!!!

HAHAHAHA

三八!!!

听他讲是你叫我去打badminton的啦..不懂是不是真的..
可是thank you anyway :D






另外,我也看清楚了某人...
你真的是很烂!!!!!!!虚假!!!!!!!

it's movie day again

morning..sat beside you..but you actually didn't realize and don't even look at me...
sigh...how can you be so cruel...
and afternoon..I'm sure that you saw me!
fuck off !!!



afternoon went jusco for journey 2 with shu ji and mavinesh...
it's a nice movie..thank you guys for accompany me to watch the movies...
appreciate you guys =D





*p/m...i actually wanted you to go movie with me...
         but i can't stand your see first or what......i really couldn't stand it anymore

maybe it's over? or it's not

Valentine day was bored and nothing special...

didn't see a lot couple really like celebrating it also...lol ._.

i saw you put a plasctic bag beside your bag...

is that your valentine gift for someone???

I don't know! i wanted to know! But definitely i'm scared to know!

saw you been very close to that person....

it's breaking my heart into piece seriously T_T

Don't you know that i actually like you??

i saw you everytime..have eye on you every few second when you around me...

but you don't know ..and you don't even see me!

but they all....

Today while walking back home..we are walking in the same path...

i think you saw me!!!!!!!!! BUT YOU DON"T EVEN WANT TO SAY HI TO ME!!!!!

Heart broken!!!!!!!!!!

why are you so baddd to me 

WHYYYYY!!!!!

i don't want to give up....

but i could not stay it anymore........

WHY? =(

You think that i'm angry with you?

but you don't even want to know why?

i'm just so not important for you  and you all!

Tonight went for celebrity fitness yoga class..

long time didn't cheer...now is the time to stretch my body...

LOL...pain....have some relax time...cool......

and i have jelato today ...but think about you again...Sigh...

got to go....

Why i couldn't really find a best friend or someone that love me? f off

...

Good Luck..


All the best...


Bye

Life..

 ♥

something happen this few days...

and everything had changed..but it's okay..because life is still going on...

I miss Cheerleading...

but it's something maybe i will not do it again...

 ♥

3 day more to valentine day....

will you be my valentine??? i don't really hope you say yes...X)

but i wish you could date me =)

sorry for not giving you chocolate..because i don't want you to know that i love you 

Seriously..valentine day was just a date which everyone sure will think about their partners...

but sorry...i will think about my partners anyday..everyday...present not must given on a birthday and valentine 

 ♥

I miss you...

how are you???

have not chat with you for more than 16 day..

you don't know that i miss you????

will you come and find me again????

♥

Heart was  broken but its okay

now a days i just feel like eating,go for a movies, playing...and ofcoz studying  ♥

=)

昨天好像隐约听到你在叫我...可是我没理你...渺是渺到你了..
可是我生气走掉了...哈哈...很抱歉..虽然我很想和你讲话..可是我还是很生气你..
希望你半夜..会再次出现在我的Viber吧 ♥

下午陪daofu 去S.M 买了礼物O.o..然后我自己去买蛋糕

1 是给zhihao..2是补送给回我的3年flyer加5年同班O.o shuji 

最近用钱好像用水..惨...在多几个千给我花吧 =(

今天是Zhi Hao 生日...昨晚十二点..用whatsapp唱生日歌send给他

hahaha差点笑出来了... =) 虽然他很讨我厌..可是我懂他是不错的..

可是有时还是顶不顺了...依然还是很珍惜有一个酱LC的朋友哈哈哈！

X)

今天放学陪家筠拿蛋糕.天啊...听讲好像是蜡笔小新的

看我只看了照片的....

走路回家就想着订那蛋糕给你了!!!!

可是你的生日大概还有160天。哈哈哈哈。和去年一样礼物都是想早几个月

天啊 ....而你就随便买一个给我 ..插你哈哈哈

我一定要买那种蛋糕给你。最好有3D 的更好！再贵也可以...

可是我懂我一定无法和你庆祝生日...你朋友酱多 =(

做习惯网购了...邮寄蛋糕给你吧！ =) 希望一切能和我想的一样发生...

希望你能记住我吧。最后一年了 =)

5年的事情一切发生的太突然...我也不想理了 =) 怪我自己倒霉吧 =)

1-2-2012

it's wednesday...
went to jusco with daofu and jiahao for movies
八星抱囍
movie was quite funny... =)

enjoy a whole day with them...
♥

went kenny roggers eat chicken..haha

take photo booth xD

acting stupid :)

with daofu and jiahao

♥

P/m....been hurt by you too much.....

it's my time to give up...

YOU ARE SUCH A IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I treat you even better than myself!!!!!!!!!

screw you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

how was your Chinese New Year?

there goes my Chinese New Year....
those angpau was little..holiday was bored...i prefer have school....
hope when school reopen wont happen sucks thing spoil my mood
i want to finish up those homework...hope i can do it....

guess it's a emo new year...
got blocked by Ex...
my crush are busy...
my friend treat me really bad....
Sigh....

sometime i just don't understand why those people
can be so busy body...fuck o0o
=(

3-4 days you didn't reply me...
hope you doing well................

20 january 12 karaoke

so as you see..i finally bought a DSLR...and i don't even use a buck from my parents..
it's all my salary ♥ hell yeah

okay.. so skip...

20 january 12

planned to go karaoke with my friend...( just realized all of them are from zodiac boys hahaha)

coz my friend ffk me :(

this was the group photo...♥

P/s: i know the picture will look better if you are inside :'(

...have a nice and crazy day with them...

tori just keep sing every single song hahahaha!

mavinesh just keep complain about too cold..and dont sing!

I keep get mad coz of they keep singing when we have to settle down the drinks! hahaha

and alot alot

♥

but i enjoyed today

Ren Kai

Shu ji

Mavinesh :D

Terrence

Tori

Daofu

so one day more..will be CNY :)

Happy chinese new year everyone :)

And ya! forgot to mention..today something miracle happen...

that's...Harrison goh apologized to me today ...LOL...u know what....

it's scary ever than ghost!hahahaha! 

♥

to someone....

please do not disappointing me again...

i really wish could go out with you next time...

you can't go tmr..it's okay...

but i just want to tell you..i really miss you....

♥♥♥ i will wait every night for your msg.....

one msg also can make me feel happy until get mad